confusion

All in all i am very confused as to what it means to be me.  i know i am not who i was raised to be or who society expects me to be and yet to express anything else seems dangerous.  i know that art is an important tool to me and at the very least i can explore through that lens, within the safety of my own language of metaphors and symbols.

i feel most comfortable sharing very little of my physical self since it feels in most part largely inaccurate and my psychological self is something i am still discovering for myself….. so maybe that is what this is, trying to discover a form of self.

11:11 pm • #exploration #gender #life #self #transgender #transman #ftm #transboy